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I had college orientation on friday and I have to say I'm really impressed with the university. but, I still have that feeling like I'm too immature(I guess?) to be there. Even since last year I've grown up a lot, and I'm proud of the person I am now.
If I could meet the person I was last year I wouldn't recognize myself. I wish really shy and awkward with myself and most of all I was basically a dormat to everyone. I think everyday I'm stepping away from that(and getting cuter too^^;) I think college played a major part in that, so I can't wait to see how I'm going to be like after uni.
hehe I go off on a tangent~ yesterday oppa and i went swimming and played tennis, but i did really poorly =___=;; i think i should practice or play more because i remember how fun it is! we went to church and out to eat at fuji^^ i had a lot of fun as usual ~ andd we was really gentlemenly and opened the door for me and stuff~ choyasashii ne~
at 7ish we went to holdt's CHRISTMAS PARTY~~ it was fun; we light off fireworks and stuff like new years(i guess) and ate christmas cookie^^ some stranger pulled up looking for JIM because there was another party so we decided to follow them to it and well, it SUCKED~ just redneck sitting around drinking beer haha, but they had ping pong! ;p then oppa to issho ni nemutte and i came home~ i think i'm going to start updating my journal a lot again hahah i don't care if no one reads it.
If I could meet the person I was last year I wouldn't recognize myself. I wish really shy and awkward with myself and most of all I was basically a dormat to everyone. I think everyday I'm stepping away from that(and getting cuter too^^;) I think college played a major part in that, so I can't wait to see how I'm going to be like after uni.
hehe I go off on a tangent~ yesterday oppa and i went swimming and played tennis, but i did really poorly =___=;; i think i should practice or play more because i remember how fun it is! we went to church and out to eat at fuji^^ i had a lot of fun as usual ~ andd we was really gentlemenly and opened the door for me and stuff~ choyasashii ne~
at 7ish we went to holdt's CHRISTMAS PARTY~~ it was fun; we light off fireworks and stuff like new years(i guess) and ate christmas cookie^^ some stranger pulled up looking for JIM because there was another party so we decided to follow them to it and well, it SUCKED~ just redneck sitting around drinking beer haha, but they had ping pong! ;p then oppa to issho ni nemutte and i came home~ i think i'm going to start updating my journal a lot again hahah i don't care if no one reads it.