Jul 01, 2008 15:47
I have two at-home rescue painkillers that are slightly effective, and I have to swear off them, I fear. Stadol knocked me off whatever motivation I was feeling these past few days. Dysphoria for sure. Makes me well bitter, and it doesn't wash off easily. And it just takes way too much dilaudid to dent it. Not sensical.
Knee's busted. No idea why. Might be something lingering from poledancing--certainly nothing happened at class, but it's incredibly stiff, and I can neither straighten it 180° nor bend it 100°. Anxiety making.
Must start job search now. Please give me one? Technical Project Manager in West LA, looking to start mid-September, thanks ever so.