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So again... like always, I will vent.
I've told you so many times. Too many times. You just dont listen, maybe its that you just dont care. I really dont know what to say. I dont know anything. You've lied so much... and done everything you promised me you wouldnt. Just like the rest of them. So maybe this time I can be strong, and be okay. Doubtful.. But I will sure try my hardest.
6-2 today. Holy fuck was that the boringest shift I have ever had to work. We were so dead all day long. And on top of that I got about and hour and 15 minutes of sleep, so I was completely wiped.
And I was really looking forward to going to Deakens Birthday party tonight, and seeing everyone. But I will probably just swing by there in a little while and drop off his gifts. Happy 5th ! :) Hes so cute.. aww.. I really wanted to go. But I would probably feel obligated to smile and act happy.
And I guess thats just it, as long as theres a smile on my face, everyone assumes that I am truely happy.
And you can kiss my ass! You know who you are. How dare you try and stomp on me. Fuck you. You'll be the one miserable and unhappy because of this, not me. So go run your mouth and make everyone hate me. Make me feel like a dumb peice of shit, because your a jealous asshole. Trust me, in the end your going to look like the retard who is more obsessive than my boyfriend, which, can I quickly add, is pretty ridiculous.
I've told you so many times. Too many times. You just dont listen, maybe its that you just dont care. I really dont know what to say. I dont know anything. You've lied so much... and done everything you promised me you wouldnt. Just like the rest of them. So maybe this time I can be strong, and be okay. Doubtful.. But I will sure try my hardest.
6-2 today. Holy fuck was that the boringest shift I have ever had to work. We were so dead all day long. And on top of that I got about and hour and 15 minutes of sleep, so I was completely wiped.
And I was really looking forward to going to Deakens Birthday party tonight, and seeing everyone. But I will probably just swing by there in a little while and drop off his gifts. Happy 5th ! :) Hes so cute.. aww.. I really wanted to go. But I would probably feel obligated to smile and act happy.
And I guess thats just it, as long as theres a smile on my face, everyone assumes that I am truely happy.
And you can kiss my ass! You know who you are. How dare you try and stomp on me. Fuck you. You'll be the one miserable and unhappy because of this, not me. So go run your mouth and make everyone hate me. Make me feel like a dumb peice of shit, because your a jealous asshole. Trust me, in the end your going to look like the retard who is more obsessive than my boyfriend, which, can I quickly add, is pretty ridiculous.