you and the beach
ive realized now that no matter where i go i cant get away from you. and in those insane moments that i do, feer fills my heart. i dont understand this at all. it doesnt make any sense why or how this could be. i just dont get it. why do i feel the need to hear your voice all the time if all it does is weaken me? why did i fall inlove with you? why you? so many unanswered questions. i think i could fill the ocean with my unanswered questions. just floating and crashing against the shores asking why, why, why.i can hear the questions repeat themselves over and over again. why, why, why. the splash of the questions soaking my face as i wade into the ocean of my questions. i can practically feel your fingers on my face just like you used to. i can feel the trace of your lips on mine when i lay back , close my eyes, and the sun hits my face. as if you were the sun. shining down on me or hiding from me whenever it pleases you. hiding behind clouds, as you tease me, trying to see how long i can last without you. sometimes you show the full force of your beauty and beat down on my face and arms. those times i lie helpless. just letting myself be drowned in your heat and uttermost intensity. squinting my eyes from the power you hold over me, sucking the very life out of me. you do this and are shameless of it. and again the waves crash asking why, why, why. can you hear them now? the salty taste of the waves, ike the salt that flavored the love i have for you: why, why, why. an entanglement of confusion, like the seaweed drifting away: why, why, why. and as you hide away for the night you seem to want to tease me one more time. your radiant light bouncing off the crashing waves, dancing around me as i try so desperately to catch you. your reflection on the water, not even comparing to your actual perfection. you slowly fade into the deep dark of the ocean and softly whisper, " farewell my darling, until tomorrow."
the end.
the end.