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Theres a certain feeling I've had for awhile now. Since I was born I've always felt like the rest of the world knows what they are doing. Like I got to the party late, missed Life 101, got amnesia, something. It always seems like while I'm trying to figure things out, everyone else is wrapping things up. I'm always running to catch up with the world and figure out what they're talking about cause I never know. I'm always a little lost. Everything takes me just a little bit longer to learn and realize. I mean did I lose the manual to my life or something? Why is it that I've been learning everything about life, love, and happiness after the rest of the world has been through it three times already? It's like I'm the girl version of Peter Pan; I don't wanna grow up because I wasn't meant to grow up. Mentality of a little girl, perfectly happy that way, and loving it. I'm going back to my little girl self because that's the last time I remember being happy, drama-free, and stress-free. If being a little girl is what it takes to be happy, then...
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