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theres two sides to this argument.
side one: i made a mistake in trusting you. well actually i made a mistake in trusting every person i decided to trust. but more specifically you. i think this is coming out the wrong way though so maybe i should start over.
okay. from the moment you and i began to have these conversations, i was fine in not telling you the whole truth. i was okay with it. and then one random day (or night) it just came out. just splat. and since that moment i have felt nothing but regret. because i feel that it was totally and completely unnecessary for me to reveal that part of my history to you. and ever since that moment this strange friendship that you and i had, it just seemed to unravel. and now, now that we barely exchange even a word to one another, now is when i have this consuming fear that you will let this part of my history that i told you come out and you will let your mouth speak the words.
side two: i did the right thing in telling you. because in a strange way, you did not react like the others. and maybe thats a good thing and maybe thats a bad thing but i liked that you did not react like the others or else i would've felt horrible. yeah.
alrighty so we can see that i have more to say in the first side of the argument than in the second. does that mean side one wins? hmm. it seems to be that way. but i am truly hoping that you prove me wrong in a profoundly BIG way.
side one: i made a mistake in trusting you. well actually i made a mistake in trusting every person i decided to trust. but more specifically you. i think this is coming out the wrong way though so maybe i should start over.
okay. from the moment you and i began to have these conversations, i was fine in not telling you the whole truth. i was okay with it. and then one random day (or night) it just came out. just splat. and since that moment i have felt nothing but regret. because i feel that it was totally and completely unnecessary for me to reveal that part of my history to you. and ever since that moment this strange friendship that you and i had, it just seemed to unravel. and now, now that we barely exchange even a word to one another, now is when i have this consuming fear that you will let this part of my history that i told you come out and you will let your mouth speak the words.
side two: i did the right thing in telling you. because in a strange way, you did not react like the others. and maybe thats a good thing and maybe thats a bad thing but i liked that you did not react like the others or else i would've felt horrible. yeah.
alrighty so we can see that i have more to say in the first side of the argument than in the second. does that mean side one wins? hmm. it seems to be that way. but i am truly hoping that you prove me wrong in a profoundly BIG way.