Aug 10, 2005 10:14
Today i walk away from the hurt and the pain you cause becuase tomorrow i'll be a better person,
but today while i walk i will look back at you and wonder why
Why i cared so much and why it hurts so bad.
Why i need you here to hold me and tell me i'll be okay.
Why did you say those things you said, and why did you play with my heart.
All are questions left unanswered and i will forever not know.
I take one steep forward and two steps back closer to you where i dont want to be
but yet i'm drawn like a moth to a flame. You can't stop me now, the flame is gone
and so am I, You will never know how much i could have loved you and what all you missed.
So why did i care so much, why does it hurt so bad
why do i need you here to hold me and tell me i'll be okay
and why did you say those things you said, why did you play with my heart.
Tomorrow i wont look back, and maybe you'll look on,
but i really doubt you'll even notice, i ment so little to you.
You will never feel the pain and angish that i hold.
God be with me now to help me not look back.
You are in my heart and soul and everything i need.
Why did i care so much and it hurts so bad,
You aren't here to hold me and it's not okay,
when you said those things i believed and i was wrong and the game you played i lost
So tonight it's my turn i'm leaving the door locked, and packing my bags and looking for that dotted line,
and when you awake in the morning i'll be gone and i'll be okay because i'm not looking back.