Oct 12, 2002 15:11
today I sang at the "sing your heart contest" as I feared, they only took cd's, and my song was on tape. I had a back up plan that I wished not to use, but I did anyway.I had the same song on a cd, however it was 2 keys higher than I wanted to sing it in. the beginning was great, but the end sucked, and as I had suspected, I couldn't give an inch where performance was conserned, if I was to win, or even place. I gave 10 miles, and was trounced by a girl who's cd was skipping, and she sang 2 songs. grr, you want 2 I can give you 4! gosh, now after such a rant performance, I am trying to justify everything, and stroke my ego back to health. I'm gonna need it for the "visions" thing. madre and g-ma are going to take me out for food considering I am in a dress, my hair is done, my nails are done (not to easy to type with though), and I did my makeup. basically, all dressed up, and I am going to make a place to go. I am heading to orlando, and wondering if I should scrape the paint off my face or not. the dress definitly has to go. it's cute, but competition, and clubbing is all I will ever use it for... good thing it only const $25 (I love forever 21) oh one good thing, my credit card finally started taking things out of my acount now. haha, I have one, feel the power. well anyway, I can't think of much else to say but, man I'm self centered, get me a group of people, please!