Previous relationships.
Situations as of late have had me thinking of the past and so I figured I'd post my thoughts up here.
1st relationship was with a girl named Chrissy. Standard issue boy meets girl in art class, boy asks girl out and to go to homecoming that sort of stuff. we date about 3 months and we break it off. Now this was a Life changing event. Unlike now my social skill's were lacking and I never really made freinds. Once Chrissy and I had broken up she started dateing roger and started hanging out with his friends and she invited me to hang out with them a few times. Before long I was hanging out with all of them and I had real friends for the first time in my life.
Now a year after chrissy enter Sarah. I remember I met her in RPG club and kinda liked her from the whole "Wow a girl who plays d&D?" sort of mindset. We started talking and messaging eachother over AIM and such and I started inviting her to hang out with Roger, myself and the gang. After about 2 months We talked one night and decided we both liked eachother. Now this was a very crutial and active time for me. I realysed my love for music was more than just a passing thing. I wanted my life to be about music and it so happens thatt at about the same time that sarah and I get togeather one of my best friends Lindsay starts dating Spike, who will later create my first band with me and Jason and such. The relationship also leads to me meeting Greg, sarah's brother and another of my best friends. and ontop of all this we both lose our virginity's to one another so it's a very emotional stage in our lives. About 9 months into the relationship Sah Tony Hodge and his group of friends and things go downhill. She kisses him, breaks up with me and about a month later gets back with me and I take her back cause I am young and stupid. We date for another 4 months and break it off forgood but she will continue to haunt me for the next 2 years. It's hard when you find someone so perfect to get over them. And it's even harder when you know you should have done alot of things alot differently and blame yourself for alot that went wrong. I truly regret losing this girl.
After a "Fishing" trip between at the time best friend Ryan and I I meet Meg. she is an amazing girl and I decide to ask her out and she says yes. All is kool an stuff we date for about 2 months. Now dont get me wrong I loved that girl and we'd still be thgeather if it werent for the fact that we both had no cars an lived 45 min away from one another so seeing eachother was difficult and I couldent handle the distance.
Now comes Fran. Her and I had been interested in one another for some time but to be honest I dont think we were at a point in our lives where we could have worked out. I think she is amazing and one day it might have or still could work but it's prolly never going to happen we date about a month and a half to two months and break up.
Now after fran I started talking to Randi and this began a very odd relationship between two very different people. We were in alot of respects complete opposites but it worked pretty well. Infact if it werent for fucking assholes spreading rumoprs and lieing to both our faces about shit I dont know that we wouldent have stayed togeather either. But there was a big trust issue twards relationships on her part and she chose to beleve rumor over fact so oh well. We broke up a day before 6 months.
After this I dated Kristi a sister of a now good friend of mine. This one I dont recall much and it was only a week long but it was just odd and ended but we are still friends so yay.
After taking a year off dating I meed Jenny at the FSK mall. She hunts me down and gets my number and we start talking for a few months and I bring her to Llamas house and we hook up and begin dating. This is another amazing girl and I loved her very much but after 5 great months she decided to get odd, act shaddy about this guy steve that she says she dident cheat on me with and in the span of 2 weeks completly change her personality and break up with me as if I was nothing. and who knows maybe I was but I dunno. I find myself the same way I was 3 years ago after sarah. I only care about so much in my life and give not a damn about everything else. Jenny was another perfect girl to me. Was she as perfect as sarah oe was she better? I cant say yet I jdut dont know but they both changed on me and turned cold but whatever It's got me back to my Old self and that's kinda kool.
Welp that about concludes my relationship reflections. I'll work on friends/bestfriends next.
1st relationship was with a girl named Chrissy. Standard issue boy meets girl in art class, boy asks girl out and to go to homecoming that sort of stuff. we date about 3 months and we break it off. Now this was a Life changing event. Unlike now my social skill's were lacking and I never really made freinds. Once Chrissy and I had broken up she started dateing roger and started hanging out with his friends and she invited me to hang out with them a few times. Before long I was hanging out with all of them and I had real friends for the first time in my life.
Now a year after chrissy enter Sarah. I remember I met her in RPG club and kinda liked her from the whole "Wow a girl who plays d&D?" sort of mindset. We started talking and messaging eachother over AIM and such and I started inviting her to hang out with Roger, myself and the gang. After about 2 months We talked one night and decided we both liked eachother. Now this was a very crutial and active time for me. I realysed my love for music was more than just a passing thing. I wanted my life to be about music and it so happens thatt at about the same time that sarah and I get togeather one of my best friends Lindsay starts dating Spike, who will later create my first band with me and Jason and such. The relationship also leads to me meeting Greg, sarah's brother and another of my best friends. and ontop of all this we both lose our virginity's to one another so it's a very emotional stage in our lives. About 9 months into the relationship Sah Tony Hodge and his group of friends and things go downhill. She kisses him, breaks up with me and about a month later gets back with me and I take her back cause I am young and stupid. We date for another 4 months and break it off forgood but she will continue to haunt me for the next 2 years. It's hard when you find someone so perfect to get over them. And it's even harder when you know you should have done alot of things alot differently and blame yourself for alot that went wrong. I truly regret losing this girl.
After a "Fishing" trip between at the time best friend Ryan and I I meet Meg. she is an amazing girl and I decide to ask her out and she says yes. All is kool an stuff we date for about 2 months. Now dont get me wrong I loved that girl and we'd still be thgeather if it werent for the fact that we both had no cars an lived 45 min away from one another so seeing eachother was difficult and I couldent handle the distance.
Now comes Fran. Her and I had been interested in one another for some time but to be honest I dont think we were at a point in our lives where we could have worked out. I think she is amazing and one day it might have or still could work but it's prolly never going to happen we date about a month and a half to two months and break up.
Now after fran I started talking to Randi and this began a very odd relationship between two very different people. We were in alot of respects complete opposites but it worked pretty well. Infact if it werent for fucking assholes spreading rumoprs and lieing to both our faces about shit I dont know that we wouldent have stayed togeather either. But there was a big trust issue twards relationships on her part and she chose to beleve rumor over fact so oh well. We broke up a day before 6 months.
After this I dated Kristi a sister of a now good friend of mine. This one I dont recall much and it was only a week long but it was just odd and ended but we are still friends so yay.
After taking a year off dating I meed Jenny at the FSK mall. She hunts me down and gets my number and we start talking for a few months and I bring her to Llamas house and we hook up and begin dating. This is another amazing girl and I loved her very much but after 5 great months she decided to get odd, act shaddy about this guy steve that she says she dident cheat on me with and in the span of 2 weeks completly change her personality and break up with me as if I was nothing. and who knows maybe I was but I dunno. I find myself the same way I was 3 years ago after sarah. I only care about so much in my life and give not a damn about everything else. Jenny was another perfect girl to me. Was she as perfect as sarah oe was she better? I cant say yet I jdut dont know but they both changed on me and turned cold but whatever It's got me back to my Old self and that's kinda kool.
Welp that about concludes my relationship reflections. I'll work on friends/bestfriends next.