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I said in my last entry that I am trying to start my life over, well that is so hard to do. I am going to group 5 days a week and it seems to help, but when I leave there, I have to deal with all the bullshit of everyday life. Some days there is buckets full of bullshit, others not so much. I had such a great day yesterday and then today nothing much special. I have tired so hard to impact a few people's lives and it seems I have failed. So I give up on everything. I am tired of trying and getting no where. I can't save myself or anyone else. I just don't know anymore. I am out.