Sep 15, 2008 13:59
Great discussions. Torn inside, happy but not. The sorrow comes from not being completely true to myself, not being wise to quote a previous thought. I know myself but ignore it. My strategy it seems has been to try and wait this one out. I am waiting to find if being true can coincide and be assimilated into the life I am a part of here and now. I trust in my inner self to lead me in the right direction. For now I feel blessed to discover or rather put into words where the sliver of sorrow stems from. It isn't so large a piece that it causes incessant pain and suffering but perhaps that is why it is often easy to ignore at times too. Simply acknowledging its presence and recognizing it for what it is, I feel comfortable waiting for it to work itself out or - waiting for the moment to come when I have to go and pull it out myself if it should become infected.