18 June
This year's 18 June was a bittersweet one for me, while it marked a month of having T in our lives, it was also this day 2 years ago that we lost our first baby.
Maybe I'm over-milking the sympathy votes on this, but I don't think I'll ever get over it, this date would forever be marked with significance.
But on this date this year, I'm also grateful for the gift we've received in T. The sleepless nights, the pain, the tears and stress....it all falls into the background when I see him sleeping soundly...see him smiling...hear him cooing and gurgling. Sometimes I just cradle him in my arms and wonder how we got so lucky in the end. We've lost some on this day but we've also gained since then.
Grow well little T coz we all love u so,