Mother Troubles Again
Crossposted from DeadJournal (the first line is referring the the previous post I made on there...go to my DJ if you're interested in it)
>_> I know I just updated. But mom pissed me off again.
Once more, she has proved how bad of a liar she is. I told her I was going to call Sarah not too long ago, and she looked at me weird and didn't say anything. I was like "What?" She asked me to repeat what I said, and I told her "I'm going to call Sarah." And again, she just looked at me weird. "Why are you looking at me strangely?" She just kept staring. "Why are you giving me a weird look?! What's wrong with me calling Sarah?!" "Nothing..." "Uh-huh. What?!" She shook her head and looked back at the paper.
Sarah had come over to my house last night 'cause Stephanie needed to drop us off and go to Hoshi's, so I had Sarah stay here a little while. We took her home, and Elizabeth and Lestat were talking, and I'm sure mom overheard them. So now she looks at me strangely.
You know, if she has a problem with me and my preferences and my relations with my friends, I wish she'd just straight out tell me. It's easier to deal with an all-out admittance than that little hidden problem you KNOW is there, but can't confirm because they never tell you....
And people wonder why I never want to go to mom with my problems anymore, or tell her about my emotional issues? It's because I know she has this major problem with my preference...she gives me this loathing look when ever she suspects something >_<
GOD I can't wait til I can live on my own without her... >_< *stabs a pillow*
>_> I know I just updated. But mom pissed me off again.
Once more, she has proved how bad of a liar she is. I told her I was going to call Sarah not too long ago, and she looked at me weird and didn't say anything. I was like "What?" She asked me to repeat what I said, and I told her "I'm going to call Sarah." And again, she just looked at me weird. "Why are you looking at me strangely?" She just kept staring. "Why are you giving me a weird look?! What's wrong with me calling Sarah?!" "Nothing..." "Uh-huh. What?!" She shook her head and looked back at the paper.
Sarah had come over to my house last night 'cause Stephanie needed to drop us off and go to Hoshi's, so I had Sarah stay here a little while. We took her home, and Elizabeth and Lestat were talking, and I'm sure mom overheard them. So now she looks at me strangely.
You know, if she has a problem with me and my preferences and my relations with my friends, I wish she'd just straight out tell me. It's easier to deal with an all-out admittance than that little hidden problem you KNOW is there, but can't confirm because they never tell you....
And people wonder why I never want to go to mom with my problems anymore, or tell her about my emotional issues? It's because I know she has this major problem with my preference...she gives me this loathing look when ever she suspects something >_<
GOD I can't wait til I can live on my own without her... >_< *stabs a pillow*