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[seraphil]

Sometimes the amount of suffering people will endure by choice surprises me... I have put my life in danger, by choice, along with thousands of other Americans who have done the very same. There is a certain satisfaction that comes from surviving these scenarios that is very complimentary to ones ego. How ever, in my case I just recently asked

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[chastity526]

Oh my god. Angelface, don't say that. You haven't wasted a second of my life. Everything that I've done has been of my own volition. My heart gave me no choice but to accept my fate and embrace it. I may be miserable now, but I'd be more miserable knowing that I didn't have you in my life. Instant gratification is overrated. I'd rather wait a couple days for true happiness, than have a few fleeting moments of "this'll do" in a see of endless misery.

I miss you like crazy. I can't even be in New Orleans anymore, b/c you were the only good thing in that city. It just makes me sad. Not even my handful of friends that don't suck can redeem the fact that there are a million memories mocking me everytime I leave the house. Since I've been on this roadtrip, I've lost a couple of stress pounds, I've worked out almost everyday, I've stopped eating my feelings, I've only cried in the bathroom once, and there's a bounce in my step. I wouldn't mind it the least little bit if I didn't have to go back to New Orleans at all until you were there with me. Forty five days, give or take a few weeks for USMC's whims. I think I'm gonna in anticipation. :)

[dustin_exile]

You two are so in love it makes me want to puke
*goes puke*
ahh thats better carry on :)
yes me and phil were the only good things in new orleans, then I left, and Phil left and joy, well joy fell in love with happiness and moved to canada after the elections... and they sing "Oh Canada" just as proud and happy.
(terribly happy your love's gonna come round home, I've been praying for you kiddo)