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it always amazes me how when I focus people think that I'm stressed. I swear that it isn't that. I'm so uptight and driven when I focus because if I lose momentum I'll forget everything.
For example, today? I was giving a tour and a rain drop fell really hard on my nose. I forgot for a good 5 seconds that I was supposed to be giving a tour. This may not sound like a long time but when you just stop talking out of nowhere, its a very long time.
My life has basically been work, school, and the ~4 people in the world I can stand. Everyone says that they don't see me anymore but that's mostly because I don't want to be found. I'm living in East next year and I'm really excited. I'm going home this summer and I'm going to clear my head. I promised myself I'm not coming down here more than 2 or 3 times and I'm going to go home and do my thing. i miss my family and my friends and I'm so happy with my decision. I feel bad for saying this because we're losing '06 and there are a lot of people that I love in this class but I wish the next 5 weeks were over and I could go home. As it stands right now in the middle of exam week I'm either going home or taking a road trip to Iowa just to get away from it all.
When I go home, right away I'm getting my haircut. I think that its going to be like the cut I had my junior year of high school. very light and flirty and exactly what I want to be by the time I come back here.
I'm sleepy but I'm going to go downstairs and see aley tonight and I told amanda and kate I'd go with them. I love them so much. My foursie is the bestest ever. So a french movie it is because I've decided that I'm going to become more fluent and I don't like talking to people in french so I can't do it that way.
Love to all like whoa (LIKE WHOA),
Emily
For example, today? I was giving a tour and a rain drop fell really hard on my nose. I forgot for a good 5 seconds that I was supposed to be giving a tour. This may not sound like a long time but when you just stop talking out of nowhere, its a very long time.
My life has basically been work, school, and the ~4 people in the world I can stand. Everyone says that they don't see me anymore but that's mostly because I don't want to be found. I'm living in East next year and I'm really excited. I'm going home this summer and I'm going to clear my head. I promised myself I'm not coming down here more than 2 or 3 times and I'm going to go home and do my thing. i miss my family and my friends and I'm so happy with my decision. I feel bad for saying this because we're losing '06 and there are a lot of people that I love in this class but I wish the next 5 weeks were over and I could go home. As it stands right now in the middle of exam week I'm either going home or taking a road trip to Iowa just to get away from it all.
When I go home, right away I'm getting my haircut. I think that its going to be like the cut I had my junior year of high school. very light and flirty and exactly what I want to be by the time I come back here.
I'm sleepy but I'm going to go downstairs and see aley tonight and I told amanda and kate I'd go with them. I love them so much. My foursie is the bestest ever. So a french movie it is because I've decided that I'm going to become more fluent and I don't like talking to people in french so I can't do it that way.
Love to all like whoa (LIKE WHOA),
Emily