Sometimes I wonder why I ever left home, and then they call, and I REMEMBER.
Today was Gas Bill day of the winter.
They both yell at me, like it's MY fault it's over 500 bucks.
Oh? what's that? Yes! I AM scraping by with Christmas, to TRY and make people happy, and spending money I really shouldn't be FOR OTHER PEOPLE'S HAPPINESS?
Oh, first thing they threaten me with is kicking me out tomorrow. That's impossible, I have to give a 2 week notice for work, or it'll seem suspicious.
February (or tomorrow, for that matter) can't come soon enough.
I hate being depressed and sick at the same time, its like being covered in a debilitating blanket of sad and fucked-up.
I can't stand that the one person I need most right now, is 400 miles away...
I'd cry, but it hurts too much...
They both yell at me, like it's MY fault it's over 500 bucks.
Oh? what's that? Yes! I AM scraping by with Christmas, to TRY and make people happy, and spending money I really shouldn't be FOR OTHER PEOPLE'S HAPPINESS?
Oh, first thing they threaten me with is kicking me out tomorrow. That's impossible, I have to give a 2 week notice for work, or it'll seem suspicious.
February (or tomorrow, for that matter) can't come soon enough.
I hate being depressed and sick at the same time, its like being covered in a debilitating blanket of sad and fucked-up.
I can't stand that the one person I need most right now, is 400 miles away...
I'd cry, but it hurts too much...