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I have this sickening feeling that I'll never be as happy as I was. I'm so fucking scared of what's gonna happen to me this year. One of my best friends just told me that she doesn't want to be friends anymore because she doesn't like my personality. My boyfriend (and best friend) is leaving me in 2 weeks. I'm so disconnected to the rest of my friends... I don't know what I'm gonna do. All of my good friends are going away to college. I'm so angry that I'm being left here. I don't want to be here. I'll be so alone and miserable. I don't how I'm going to get through this year.