Still a loser...but not Just a loser.
God!(this is an exclamation, I am not speaking to god , or insisting that you are god) I think I’m in love. I love this girl. I went to gateway right...and she practically, but not literally, chased me down in the store and walked around talking to me for about a half an hour. She is very forceful and I love it, being that she literally told me the exact words she wanted me to say to ask her out. Then she drags me to the front of the store, and gives me her number, then gives me her number again when I lose it. I lost her number while I was standing there! I’m such a loser. Then she made me give her my number because for some reason she thought I might lose hers. Oh man, she is perfect. I mean I used my last defense against girls in general, I told her a dead baby joke, she didn’t lagh but she diddnt start walking away from me either. Is it all right that All I wanted to do was walk around gateway for hours with her while having my arm rapped around her? Then she talked some more and I made an idiot out of myself. She laughed cause I was so red, because I was so embarrassed. Jesuths christh, I’m such a loser, but not just a loser…I’m a loser with a girlfriend,…and I love it!!!! Hold on , technically she isn’t my girlfriend, or is she. I’m not (and never was for that matter) caught up on all the relationship lingo.
I’m thinking about not going to gulf shores, I mean it sucks up almost all my savings, plus I have a girlfriend (or maybe not I’m still not sure), plus I may need to take some classes this summer so I can go to alburn. Plus I don’t know …I think the magic that the beach had on me is fading, though I will probably miss hanging out with some of the coolest people I know for about two weeks. I don’t know.
I have had comments that the script that I use on my Lj was too small so im making this one large, I cant help the other stuff though, It all looks awesome on my computer.
See ya