grrr

[seraph_blade]

ok so i wasn't gonna do this cuz i don't be up in anyways grill or nothing. lol. but every time i thought about it i just got pissed. so fuck it, here i am back after i don't know how fucking long. but i thought i'd better take it out here than on my family or one of my girls. so here it goes.   in the last few weeks of my relationship with my ex,

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[1nfernalmachine]

Okay, I figure you at least deserve a response and an explanation. The fact, pure and simple, is that you changed. I don't know you anymore, and what I do know, I don't like. I know what you're thinking - that all I ever heard about you was from Ingrid and therefore one sided. But that's not it. I was there, I saw, I heard. You stopped listening to my advice unless it was what you wanted to hear, you never called or texted me (even when I wrote first), and you turned away from me in times of me. You wanna talk about loyalty? You lost respect for me once I started taking a more objective stance when you'd come to me with relationship problems. You'll probably deny it, but I felt that loss of respect in how you talked to me, and most importantly, how you didn't. And as far as what you've done for me throughout the years - well, I think it's sad that you have to bring it up as if I owe you for something. I appreciate everything you did for me, and I loved you for it, but that doesn't mean I have to continue to do so, especially if I feel you've rejected and turned on me. And quite frankly, I don't think you know all that much about how Ingrid and I work, or at least how I feel about the way she treats me. I don't really care if she'll tire of me or if she'll only come to me when she needs something because she respects me. I feel like she's one of the few people who treats me like I deserve to be treated, whether it's good or bad. You stopped giving a fuck. And now, so have I. Have a good life, Ceci.

[seraph_blade]

ppl change constantly. if i have changed you wouldn't know how i've changed because you haven't had the oppurtunity to get to know the new me. and that's not your fault it's hers. but if you can't handle the fact that i've changed, if in fact i have changed, then you weren't really a friend to begin with.