It Was You From the Start
I'm not sure what he thinks. I just assume he thinks I still like him. But one thing he doesn't know is that I'm praying for someone now. He doesn't know that I found someone I want to marry one day. That's you.
It's been exactly 3 years. 3 years since I first saw you. A few months later, I stopped feeling for you because I knew I was just infatuated by you. I met different people along the way and believed I didn't have feelings anymore and wouldn't ever again because I didn't get to know you. Two years later, we meet, but you probably forgot about me and I still didn't feel the same way when I first saw you. I met him and forgot everything else. I hoped for awhile that one day, he'd be the one I'll be with. Then 2 years later, you come around. This time, it's not just saying 'hello'. We got to know each other enough to finally be friends. We encourage each other and you helped me realize my capabilities while he was causing me to be insecure and putting me down because of the people around me.
Now, I know. First love never dies. I came to a point when I didn't believe anymore. But I was wrong. Living my future with him was so vague, but with you, everything is so clear now. I can tell myself now, "This is the kind of man I could spend my entire life with."
All along, it was you. It was always you from the start.
It's been exactly 3 years. 3 years since I first saw you. A few months later, I stopped feeling for you because I knew I was just infatuated by you. I met different people along the way and believed I didn't have feelings anymore and wouldn't ever again because I didn't get to know you. Two years later, we meet, but you probably forgot about me and I still didn't feel the same way when I first saw you. I met him and forgot everything else. I hoped for awhile that one day, he'd be the one I'll be with. Then 2 years later, you come around. This time, it's not just saying 'hello'. We got to know each other enough to finally be friends. We encourage each other and you helped me realize my capabilities while he was causing me to be insecure and putting me down because of the people around me.
Now, I know. First love never dies. I came to a point when I didn't believe anymore. But I was wrong. Living my future with him was so vague, but with you, everything is so clear now. I can tell myself now, "This is the kind of man I could spend my entire life with."
All along, it was you. It was always you from the start.