Nov 16, 2009 07:20
I woke up this morning from the scariest dream I've ever had in my entire life. The dream wasn't anything like those crappy horror movies with odd looking creatures, zombies, werewolves, whatever. This dream didn't have anything to do with demons and all the dark elements you can think of just like the ones I used to have when I was still a little girl and cried in the middle of the night by myself. But this dream had something worst - something that is POSSIBLE in life, and maybe something I feared most among people; REJECTION.
I can't recall clearly how it exactly started. I just saw myself in one room and talking to some people. I'm not really sure what the conversation was about and who it was. All I remember is that I went out of the room to go to this lake or something with a bridge. And I saw myself arguing with some of the people closest to me D: I won't mention who anymore, but I believe there were 6 of them that I got into an argument with. I saw 3 of my best friends as well :| I wasn't sure what the fight was about. But all I remember is myself crying and all of them turning away from me. Whatever happened there, they were all rejecting me.
I woke up, realizing it was all a dream. And I suddenly thanked God it was just a dream. I don't really know what the dream actually significantly meant anything, but I pray God wasn't telling me something like I was going to get rejected or something in the future by people I love :| And I hope it was just my conscience or something. Whatever. I don't even know why I dreamt of that even after thinking of... happy stuff [HAHA. NO MORE ELABORATING FURTHER =))))] O_O But it's probably God reminding me to just keep my faith stronger in Him whatever happens.
One thing I learned, though - I fear rejection most in life.