"Do you still like Yuto?"

Oct 25, 2012 05:05









After a really long time, I got a message yesterday on Tumblr and that's the message I received. I honestly found it funny because for the longest time, no one has ever asked me this question especially through messages on my Tumblr :))))) And I haven’t ever brought this up ever so it’s quite surprising that someone asked me this finally xD But nevertheless, I kinda expected it :p

So the question was if I was just tired of Yuto or I simply don’t like him anymore.

As some of you may know, I used to love Yuto WITH PASSION like you don’t even understand. I swore to myself I was going to marry him one day. I was pretty sure that this was going to last long.

But maybe it has something to do with my age and me maturing, I was beginning to realize the changes with my interests. I began to realize how much heart I have for NEWS and how JUMP seemed too young for my age at this point. And in this aspect, I found myself needing and preferring someone older for me rather than Yuto who was younger than me and someone who’s just like me. But this is just more of the personal aspect.

The truth is, I’ve always loved NEWS. I’ve always loved Tego. But it wasn’t as strong as I did with JUMP and Yuto. But at the end of the day, maybe it was Tego that I’ve always really really loved and not Yuto.

Thing is with Tego, I kind of feel that assurance that he’s returning the love I have for him because he really treats his fans as his girlfriends and I can tell everyone proudly that Tegoshi Yuya is my boyfriend without being criticized in a way that I’ll be laughed at, but in a way that I actually mean it. As for Yuto, I feel like I can admire and adore him, but not in the same aspect as I do with Tego. And he always lets me down. HAHAHAHA! No, I’m not kidding :))))) Whenever I look forward to something with Yuto, something always comes in the way (e.g. expecting Ultra Power with Yuto and it’s actually canceled, etc.). So I feel like it’s jinx. LOL

NAKAJIMA YUTO HAS ALWAYS BEEN LETTING ME DOWN AND I AM TIRED OF IT.

HAHAHA. So that’s kind of how it is with my relationship with Yuto now :))

But please don’t get me wrong. I still like Yuto. I still find myself going back to him once in awhile especially when I miss JUMP.

And if I totally stop liking Yuto, you’ll definitely be one of the first to know because you might see my posts saying, “I’M SELLING MY YUTO UCHIWA AND PHOTO SETS!” or something like that :))

But I still like him, but right now, I’m all eyes on and officially a girlfriend of Tegoshi Yuya, so I and Yuto are friends xD LOLOLOL




So that's all. I thought I'd make it clear to everyone what has been happening with me and Yuto HAHAHA! That ends my explanation here. /bow

personal, tegoshi yuya, hey say jump, just saying, feelings, news, nakajima yuto

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