Go out and love someone
I want to start a blog. Either one related to video games, or one related to travel. Maybe I'll do both and see which one turns out better.
I have zero desire for a romantic relationship. I don't think this is a bad thing.... I'm just having a good time working on loving myself and doing things for me. I still like making other people happy, but I hardly need to be romantic to make that happen.
Recently somebody told me "I'm going to be royally pissed off if you're not attracted to me." This made me angry, because that mentality treats those feelings as if I can make them happen just by deciding it to be so. Sorry, pal, I just don't feel it. You're cool and all, but you also do a lot of things that bug the crap out of me.
I've also come to the realization of how difficult it is to be nice all the time. Especially when so many people out there are drawn to over-utilize it. The problem is, I never feel like people are mean enough to me to warrant some form of retaliation. Every once in a while I find myself wishing that somebody would cross that line, so I can have a reason so throw down.
I have zero desire for a romantic relationship. I don't think this is a bad thing.... I'm just having a good time working on loving myself and doing things for me. I still like making other people happy, but I hardly need to be romantic to make that happen.
Recently somebody told me "I'm going to be royally pissed off if you're not attracted to me." This made me angry, because that mentality treats those feelings as if I can make them happen just by deciding it to be so. Sorry, pal, I just don't feel it. You're cool and all, but you also do a lot of things that bug the crap out of me.
I've also come to the realization of how difficult it is to be nice all the time. Especially when so many people out there are drawn to over-utilize it. The problem is, I never feel like people are mean enough to me to warrant some form of retaliation. Every once in a while I find myself wishing that somebody would cross that line, so I can have a reason so throw down.