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This is the lates I've stayed up in Weeks. Bryan is out with his friends doing God knows what and I'm stuck at home worrying like a crazy psycho girl friend. I don't know. I wish I knew what he was doing, or when he was coming home, or just where he was. I hope he's not getting into trouble.
I feel so unhappy. He left when we were kind of on a sour note and I feel really bad about it. I hope he doesn't do anything stupid because of it. I hope we're OK.
I don't know what's going on, I have this feeling he doesn't want to be with me. so I've been crying on and off in the bathroom for like 3 days straight. it makes me so sad. I love him so much. I can't imagine not being with him, and I may have skrewed it completely up. Gah!! I hope everything is ok.
I hate this!! I'm sick, getting the flu! and am stuck awake until he gets home. I don't know what it is, I just can't sleep. Maybe it's cause I'm worried. or cause I'm scared. or just cause I miss him and need him the bed next to me.
Gah!!! I hate feeling like this! I wish everyting could just go back to normal to where we trust each other. and love each other all the way. I hate how life turns you in the... maybe not wrong, but not the best directions.
ok, better do something else to ocupi my mind.
Love you all!!
Seraj
I feel so unhappy. He left when we were kind of on a sour note and I feel really bad about it. I hope he doesn't do anything stupid because of it. I hope we're OK.
I don't know what's going on, I have this feeling he doesn't want to be with me. so I've been crying on and off in the bathroom for like 3 days straight. it makes me so sad. I love him so much. I can't imagine not being with him, and I may have skrewed it completely up. Gah!! I hope everything is ok.
I hate this!! I'm sick, getting the flu! and am stuck awake until he gets home. I don't know what it is, I just can't sleep. Maybe it's cause I'm worried. or cause I'm scared. or just cause I miss him and need him the bed next to me.
Gah!!! I hate feeling like this! I wish everyting could just go back to normal to where we trust each other. and love each other all the way. I hate how life turns you in the... maybe not wrong, but not the best directions.
ok, better do something else to ocupi my mind.
Love you all!!
Seraj