Update? Weird....

Apr 11, 2006 12:39

Hold on a sec....

Seriously...hold on...

It'l just be a moment more, i swear.

Last night i got the first dozen roses i've ever gotten from a boy. And he got me a necklace, too...Wow. Super wow. WTF??? Silly Steve. So yea, we just celebated our one month anniversary. Eeee gads. He picked me up from work, locked me out of the car, and i was really really scared cause Steve jumps into things, and he said, "I have three things for you, the first is to tell you that you are the most amazing, wonderful beautiful woman that i have ever met, and that i love you. The second is this...(hands me roses, o shit what's the third thing freaking out freaking out freaking OUT, he's opening hs coat and pulling out a jewelry box PHEW it's too big to be a ring) and here's the third." And he stands in the parking lot, helping me put the necklace on. It quite pretty. I'm more enthused about this than i sound, honestly...i just don't want to seem all giddy, because i was.

I need to call CAHS and talk to Bill, so i can volunteer for envirothon, that'd be pretty pimpin', and i need, need, need to visit CHS, but they first need to not be on vacation...BRI! I'M COMING, BELIEVE ME!

Uhm...It's been an odd season. I wasn't really sure i'd see the other side of this winter, to be honest. It was a really difficult one. I still feel guilty about Paul. I'm worried about people in general. I should be a little more worried about myself, i think, but it's nothing i'm afraid i can't handle.

Life is strange. Moulin Rouge has returned, i live with my boi and my Robert, both of whom rock the party that rocks the body. Change happens. I'm rolling with it surprisingly well. I'm not used to being treated so sweetly. Silly virgins. Sometimes i wonder about myself, ineed i do.

I miss Rhyssa and Mom. A lot. Though i haven't made much effort to contact them, this is true. I just keep expecting something in my inbox without actually doing it. But i miss them, very, very much. Spackle works well on lots of things, lives included.
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