Jun 27, 2005 16:45
Unfortunately...stating the obvious never gets you anywhere. Telling someone how you feel...never gets you anywhere. This person wants to be honest with themeselves, but can never admit fault in anything they do wrong. Its nothing they say, but everything they do. I feel as if I need to give chances to everyone...whether they are an asshole or not. I just feel as if there is more to this person...than what appears to be on the outside. I try and I cant get through. Maybe its my fault for leading myself to believe that this person is better than his portrayal.
Doesnt it suck ass that you totally live up to your judgement? or what people expect you to be like? I just feel bad for you...I truly do. You want to be your true self...and you cant. Its understandable...in some odd sense. Your are doing a great job at KEEPING UP YOUR REP!
Peace niggle rot....