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I saw him..on thursday. I was walking outside with my new roomie for a smoke break and I heard voices behind me. so ofcourse I turned around..cuz well its my dorm and Ithought it might be someone I wanted to see...but it wasnt..it was him. I dont believe in regrets, but I also find it impossible to not regret somethings..so I allow myself one regret and for awhile it was one thing and now it has changed...to not turning him in and the way I acted after it happened..cuz my behavior was caused by what happened. I hoped that my behavior would numb the pain...but it just pushed it aside..and now I have to deal with it. Every time i see him..I cry in pain and want to walk right up to him and kill him. I have gotten so good at controlling my temper, but when I see him it scares me how angry I get. it doesnt help that when i do see him..he always stares at me and luckily there has always been something to keep him from talking to me...jenn and her bf walking infront of me or like last time he was having a discussion with his fiance. I know that karma is a bitch and he will gget what he deserves...I just hope I move on..soon.
on other note...I was a super hero last night....moved at lightening speed
on other note...I was a super hero last night....moved at lightening speed