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tonight is my last night in hawaii.
the past two years have been absolutely amazing, and i have been so blessed to have experienced them (both the good AND the bad aspects).
i don't know how to describe how i feel. part of me is so excited to go home and spend time with my friends and family. the other part of me is devestated that i have to leave all of my wonderful friends out here (who have become my family) behind. i have so much to look forward to, but i wish i could take all of my friends and loved ones with me on my next adventure in california. but, one good thing about moving to cali is hawaii is close enough for many random visits to occur!!
and then there's my boyfriend. yeah, you read correctly: BOYFRIEND. you see, i didn't think this innocent flirtation i had a few weeks ago would turn out so well. in fact, i thought it would just be one of those crush/friendship things that doesn't really amount to much. but this guy was different from the start, and we've been really enjoying each other's company and getting to know each other since mid-may. what horrible irony: meet a decent guy WORTH spending time on, and then have that precious time amount to roughly 2 1/2 weeks before having to move 3000 miles away. we haven't discussed what we are going to do yet. he's coming to visit me in july for a week and then after that i don't know when i'll see him again. he's not a fan of long-distance relationships, and neither am i. so, i guess i'll have to do what monica told me to and just go with the flow to see what happens. i'm sure we'll figure it all out. God will direct us.
so much packing to do still... i wonder if i'll remember to do everything before i get on the plane?
wow.
my last night in hawaii. i can barely believe it. i don't know what to think.
thank you God for these two years. i pray the next two are just as memorable and happy.
the past two years have been absolutely amazing, and i have been so blessed to have experienced them (both the good AND the bad aspects).
i don't know how to describe how i feel. part of me is so excited to go home and spend time with my friends and family. the other part of me is devestated that i have to leave all of my wonderful friends out here (who have become my family) behind. i have so much to look forward to, but i wish i could take all of my friends and loved ones with me on my next adventure in california. but, one good thing about moving to cali is hawaii is close enough for many random visits to occur!!
and then there's my boyfriend. yeah, you read correctly: BOYFRIEND. you see, i didn't think this innocent flirtation i had a few weeks ago would turn out so well. in fact, i thought it would just be one of those crush/friendship things that doesn't really amount to much. but this guy was different from the start, and we've been really enjoying each other's company and getting to know each other since mid-may. what horrible irony: meet a decent guy WORTH spending time on, and then have that precious time amount to roughly 2 1/2 weeks before having to move 3000 miles away. we haven't discussed what we are going to do yet. he's coming to visit me in july for a week and then after that i don't know when i'll see him again. he's not a fan of long-distance relationships, and neither am i. so, i guess i'll have to do what monica told me to and just go with the flow to see what happens. i'm sure we'll figure it all out. God will direct us.
so much packing to do still... i wonder if i'll remember to do everything before i get on the plane?
wow.
my last night in hawaii. i can barely believe it. i don't know what to think.
thank you God for these two years. i pray the next two are just as memorable and happy.