A dream.
I had a dream about two nights ago that has been disturbing me these past few days just thinking about it. I drempt that I was doing coke. Snorting it, licking it, and someone just kept giving me more. I remember in my dream I was screaming and crying because my heart was beating so quickly, and I couldn't sleep. I would stay up all night and I felt like I was going to die. I woke up next to my boyfriend, crying, and I was so terrified. I didn't want to wake him up, so I went over to the kitchen and got some milk and went back to bed.
I can't stop thinking about what it means and why it made me so scared. I went online and did some investigation, but all I get is, "To dream that you are in possession of or taking drugs, signifies your need for a "quick fix". You may be turning to a potentially harmful alternative as an instant escape from your problems. Ask yourself why you need the drugs. What do you hope the drugs will achieve for you?" No, I'm NOT doing drugs. I don't know what kind of quick fix these people are talking about.
Even more specifically, since I drempt about cocaine I got "To dream that you are taking cocaine, indicates that you are feeling empty and devoid of emotions. You are looking to get out of your commitments or denying your responsibilities. You lack ambition. On a more positive note, the dream may be telling you that you need to be more lively and energetic." Wow. Not good at all. I don't see how I've been feeling devoid of emotion. Sometimes, I wish I would be, I think I'm overemotional. More than anything, I've wanted to be in a committed relationship and I'm happy to be in it. I could see one thing that could be a possibility. I'm not as lively and energetic as I used to be. I don't know what's been going on with me lately. I'm not sure if I've just been physically and emotionally exhausted. I feel so overworked and sometimes I feel like work and school can really stretch me thin.
I feel like I'm getting sick again. Fuck..
I can't stop thinking about what it means and why it made me so scared. I went online and did some investigation, but all I get is, "To dream that you are in possession of or taking drugs, signifies your need for a "quick fix". You may be turning to a potentially harmful alternative as an instant escape from your problems. Ask yourself why you need the drugs. What do you hope the drugs will achieve for you?" No, I'm NOT doing drugs. I don't know what kind of quick fix these people are talking about.
Even more specifically, since I drempt about cocaine I got "To dream that you are taking cocaine, indicates that you are feeling empty and devoid of emotions. You are looking to get out of your commitments or denying your responsibilities. You lack ambition. On a more positive note, the dream may be telling you that you need to be more lively and energetic." Wow. Not good at all. I don't see how I've been feeling devoid of emotion. Sometimes, I wish I would be, I think I'm overemotional. More than anything, I've wanted to be in a committed relationship and I'm happy to be in it. I could see one thing that could be a possibility. I'm not as lively and energetic as I used to be. I don't know what's been going on with me lately. I'm not sure if I've just been physically and emotionally exhausted. I feel so overworked and sometimes I feel like work and school can really stretch me thin.
I feel like I'm getting sick again. Fuck..