Quick update..
Home: Things at home are alright now. Significantly calmed down since the time that I came out the closet. My parents are fine me staying over at my boyfriends house. My mom said that she was going out all night with my dad on a friday, and they actually encouraged me to stay over at my boyfriends house so that I wouldn't stay alone. Craziness. I don't spend too much time there, as usual.
School: I was really really trying hard in the beginning of the quarter but right now I am slacking like crazy. Well it's not that bad, but let's just say that I'm taking advantage of those freebie days off in class. I think I'm still doing well.
With him: Oh my god. If I would tell you about Freddy, I could go on forever. He is absolutely fucking great to me. He respects me, he is very thoughtful. He surprises me constantly. Keeps me on my toes. Keeps me thinking. Keeps me hooked and interested. He makes fun of me, he makes me laugh. I love just laying around with him just watching television or just talking. Kissing him. Having him hold me. Once again I've let my guard down, but I'm hoping that this time I'm all the wiser in doing so. I trust him, but not completely, not yet. I don't know. I probably should, but it's going to take a little bit longer for me to give it all to him. I'm so happy. I probably have never been happier than this in a while. Jeez.
One more thing, I want to find out who has been telling him all this dirt on me. He brings up my past, and I don't like it when people say that I was like this and I was like this. The fact is, I WAS. Whatever they say about me, is probably true, but how are you going to try to sabotage someone's relationship. Whoever the fuck is trying to convince Freddy to let me go cause I'm supposedely I'm such a bad person should shut the fuck up. That's all I'm going to say; I'm not going on a tangent because he isn't taking any of this extra info seriously anyway. He's finding out who I am on his own.
Okay..time to leave this place..and take me a good lil nap :)
School: I was really really trying hard in the beginning of the quarter but right now I am slacking like crazy. Well it's not that bad, but let's just say that I'm taking advantage of those freebie days off in class. I think I'm still doing well.
With him: Oh my god. If I would tell you about Freddy, I could go on forever. He is absolutely fucking great to me. He respects me, he is very thoughtful. He surprises me constantly. Keeps me on my toes. Keeps me thinking. Keeps me hooked and interested. He makes fun of me, he makes me laugh. I love just laying around with him just watching television or just talking. Kissing him. Having him hold me. Once again I've let my guard down, but I'm hoping that this time I'm all the wiser in doing so. I trust him, but not completely, not yet. I don't know. I probably should, but it's going to take a little bit longer for me to give it all to him. I'm so happy. I probably have never been happier than this in a while. Jeez.
One more thing, I want to find out who has been telling him all this dirt on me. He brings up my past, and I don't like it when people say that I was like this and I was like this. The fact is, I WAS. Whatever they say about me, is probably true, but how are you going to try to sabotage someone's relationship. Whoever the fuck is trying to convince Freddy to let me go cause I'm supposedely I'm such a bad person should shut the fuck up. That's all I'm going to say; I'm not going on a tangent because he isn't taking any of this extra info seriously anyway. He's finding out who I am on his own.
Okay..time to leave this place..and take me a good lil nap :)