Copasetic
I do my best thinking high on caffeine driving 90mph. Go figure.
Depression (even the mild malaise I sometimes slip into, especially in the late winter months) is a strange beast. Think Monty Python Rabbit.
There's the one view:
I have no debt. I have 8 K in the bank. I'm going to medical school and getting paid for the privelege. i'm learning tons of new stuff. The Surgeon General knows my full name and invited me to drop by the office some time to chat. I meet plenty of single females when I bother to go out.
And there's the other:
I feel very alone. I live by myself. I don't really have a life. I haven't gone to church in 2 months. I am stressed to the nines. To sleep I take ambion. To stay awake I'm constantly caffeinated. I wonder if god really exists. I hate going to clubs and bars. I hate talking to most of the shallow/vapid people there even more.
It's all in perspective.
And I'm working on maintaining my concentration on the good things in life. It's just hard to do that consistently.
Pray for me and exams this week. Love and peace
Oh...and I should be getting my boots soon....
Passing everything and getting those would just make my break awesome.
I love and miss all of you guys, specialy the ones I saw this weekend.
Depression (even the mild malaise I sometimes slip into, especially in the late winter months) is a strange beast. Think Monty Python Rabbit.
There's the one view:
I have no debt. I have 8 K in the bank. I'm going to medical school and getting paid for the privelege. i'm learning tons of new stuff. The Surgeon General knows my full name and invited me to drop by the office some time to chat. I meet plenty of single females when I bother to go out.
And there's the other:
I feel very alone. I live by myself. I don't really have a life. I haven't gone to church in 2 months. I am stressed to the nines. To sleep I take ambion. To stay awake I'm constantly caffeinated. I wonder if god really exists. I hate going to clubs and bars. I hate talking to most of the shallow/vapid people there even more.
It's all in perspective.
And I'm working on maintaining my concentration on the good things in life. It's just hard to do that consistently.
Pray for me and exams this week. Love and peace
Oh...and I should be getting my boots soon....
Passing everything and getting those would just make my break awesome.
I love and miss all of you guys, specialy the ones I saw this weekend.