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yesterday was likely the worst day of my life so far. Dissapointment after disapoinment..I cant remember a single minute when I was not crying. this morning i look as if I was stung in the eyeballs by a swarm of bees. my head still hurts and so does my heart.
A "friend" did something so rude and so despicable I dont even want to call him a friend anymore. I dont even want to associate with him anymore. He completely hurt my feelings and broke my confidence in friendship with anyone period.
I dont want to sound whiney or "woe is me" kind of thing, but I feel he was my last connection out here. not club-wise or anything, but as I've said before, the only people I feel are my true friends out here is Michael and he-who-shall-not-be-named-because he really fucked up. Now its just Michael. Its really sad when your boyfriend takes the place of your girl friend too. Hes all i ever go shopping with. I would probably have him come with me to get my nails done too. If I had the money for that of course.
A very good acquaintence of mine invited me to his barbecue he is having later on in the evening. I trust the piece of shit asshole who just broke my heart last night will be there. If he does not apoligize, I mean it. I am done with him.
Sucks because his club is fun to dance at.
whatever, if you read this, FUCK YOU. Realize what this dumb little bitch has done to your actions, and what your actions just cost you.
A "friend" did something so rude and so despicable I dont even want to call him a friend anymore. I dont even want to associate with him anymore. He completely hurt my feelings and broke my confidence in friendship with anyone period.
I dont want to sound whiney or "woe is me" kind of thing, but I feel he was my last connection out here. not club-wise or anything, but as I've said before, the only people I feel are my true friends out here is Michael and he-who-shall-not-be-named-because he really fucked up. Now its just Michael. Its really sad when your boyfriend takes the place of your girl friend too. Hes all i ever go shopping with. I would probably have him come with me to get my nails done too. If I had the money for that of course.
A very good acquaintence of mine invited me to his barbecue he is having later on in the evening. I trust the piece of shit asshole who just broke my heart last night will be there. If he does not apoligize, I mean it. I am done with him.
Sucks because his club is fun to dance at.
whatever, if you read this, FUCK YOU. Realize what this dumb little bitch has done to your actions, and what your actions just cost you.