My only weakness is well, nevermind- nevermind
Work is going well. My supervisor has to give me an evaluation every week for my 90 day probation and she told me today that she gets unsolicited compliments about me and my work ethic. S'bout time someone reco'nizes.
I've been sitting here watching the cursor blink for about 15 minutes trying to think of a way to express how I've been feeling, but I can't put it into words. I guess I want to make it clear that I don't let people take advantage of me and that everything I've been feeling lately has been perfectly reasonable. Everyone has weak moments brought on by those crazy human emotions that make us all so fucking special. A perfect example of a weak moment is taking someone else's boyfriend to bed with you or being that boyfriend and hurting the closest person to you. If you think you have the upper-hand and that you're a strong person- hah.. When your biggest fear becomes a reality, when you find yourself with a horrible std and your insides start puking eight different shades of green we'll see how strong you feel.
I don't think that attempts at forgiveness are weak and I know I'm not in the wrong. I've gone through a lot of crap in my life and it's all just make me a better, stronger person. I have no regrets because I truly like myself and I like the effects I have on the people I love.
I've been sitting here watching the cursor blink for about 15 minutes trying to think of a way to express how I've been feeling, but I can't put it into words. I guess I want to make it clear that I don't let people take advantage of me and that everything I've been feeling lately has been perfectly reasonable. Everyone has weak moments brought on by those crazy human emotions that make us all so fucking special. A perfect example of a weak moment is taking someone else's boyfriend to bed with you or being that boyfriend and hurting the closest person to you. If you think you have the upper-hand and that you're a strong person- hah.. When your biggest fear becomes a reality, when you find yourself with a horrible std and your insides start puking eight different shades of green we'll see how strong you feel.
I don't think that attempts at forgiveness are weak and I know I'm not in the wrong. I've gone through a lot of crap in my life and it's all just make me a better, stronger person. I have no regrets because I truly like myself and I like the effects I have on the people I love.