Out of touch
Really feel like I am out of touch with the fandom in general recently. I know a microscopic amount of people in this fandom and likewise im pretty sure that very little know of me. (other than that horrible excuse of a human being I presented myself as last fur fright). It is rather odd in that I am very shy in nature and have little to do with being social, yet at the same time I want to be. I contain little artistic talent. My attitude over the last year is not acceptable. I become angry easier than I used to and I feel just abhorrent to be around (heh I laugh looking back at that comment in that I can translate it to: Even I cannot stand me.) Really do not wish to make this a pity post (although it definitely looks like one) but who am I to deny how I feel right now? I mean the rest of my life is fine and stable, I have a relationship that is going well but that's really all I can think of that is good for me right now. *shrug*