Carve your name into my arm
Well I just got back from Georgia last night...late. It was fun. I fell off in my horse show but I ended up winning second in my flat class and getting disqualified in the jumping. I'm soooo glad to be home. I have never loved the heat more than this. It was soooo freezing up there. The day of the show it was 20 degrees and i had to be there at 7:30 A.M.!!! I rode alot when I was up there, but then came the times we went to go look at my new school which is soo preppy. All the guys looked like aberchrombie models and I just wanted to shoot them in the face. It's like this super catholic prep school and the guys all have to wear suits and ties and all the girls look like brittany spears (sluts). I think my mom and Allen found a house they wanted to buy. This means I either have the choice of moving there or staying here with my pothead dad. ::BIG SIGH:: If I stay here I know Linzie will be moving down in a couple of months and I will be with my dad which means NO rules and I'll have my car. I know that sounds great but that also means i will have alot of temptations. I'm not good with that... I need some sort of a good role model and my mom is leaving me to be with her boyfriend. I feel so abandoned. It's like right when I get my feet back on the ground and I start living life and actually loving it things get all screwed up again. It makes the world seem so lonely. It's always just been my mom and me living together. What the hell am I going to do. Grow up maybe?