THE SQUICKERY. PORN NC17 Do not read.

[septemberoses]

Fandom:  True Blood
Rating: NC17 for Nasty
Genre and/or Pairing: Eric and Godric
Word count: 1700

Okay, so -- this is the part I took out of Godric's Birthday, whereupon I got a couple of comments and PMs from folks who wanted it back!  I think it works better as a separate story.  This was part of a Daddy! fic.  So when Godric says his father, he's

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[septemberoses]

Okay. Here goes... 1) I should explain, I got a fic request for an enema, and I was working on the first part, and I linked the ideas together, but maybe I should have left the two stories separate in the first place. So the fetish-picking was essentially by someone else :).... although, I was okay with it, it made sense to me. (please see my response above as well) - A lot of the enema kink stories online are about men receiving, often from some trusted figure (like the Mother.) There's ritual and clearly -- for those people -- this huge element of comfort/reassurance. (And this would be in contrast to another type of enema story, which is force/humiliaton, although there can be some overlap.) So ... in my mind in this fictional world ... I thought, Godric, he's the top vampire. But he likes to be topped sometimes, like a lot of alpha males, for the novelty. And there's this huge emotional dynamic there... who else is going to take care of Godric? I've constructed this whole universe of role-reversal and power-play for them in my fics. So to ME (again, this is me making this stuff up) Godric finds this kind of ritualized, scripted, familiar, intimate submission very comforting, coming from Eric. Eric is caring for him in the most intimate, primal way he can.

I'll add: I didn't think I could do it (write an enema scene.) It's really not my kink, although I'm not judging! My writerly challenge was to see if I could do it in a way that seemed both plausible and any kind of turn on for me ... does that help at all?