Ficless but still a pervert.

Dec 10, 2009 21:38

So everyone's busy with final exams and holiday plans and etc. etc. But I have random thoughts:

1) Now that I'm almost to the end of Season 2 of Queer as Folk (via Netflix), I have to say: I was underwhelmed by the idea of Justin hooking up with Ethan the violinist -- Ethan predictably doesn't do much for me, he's another kid and doesn't have Brian's inherent danger. Except: the angry!sex between Justin and an increasingly suspicious Brian is incredibly hot --- even hotter than it has been, if such a thing is possible. The "did you miss me" sex. The shower sex (love how Brian brings in a condom!). The "you stink" furious sex when Brian smacks Justin's hands away? UNF. Of course I'm a freak, so the tender stuff between Justin and Ethan just bores me. Also, why the hell didn't they ever have Brian tie Justin up? How hot would that have been? And they just played at the spanking (after Justin gets the go-go boy job); that would have been worth 10 minutes of airtime right there.

2) I'm trying to get the Dark Fic in order, but substantial rewrites are required because I changed my mind about some major details about halfway through, so parts of it now make no sense. Also, it started off as more lighthearted before things went kinky, and I need to equalize the tone, it's too drastic a shift. I feel right this second like I've dug myself into a hole. There are parts I love and parts I'm not sure about at all.

3) Always the questions: could a skilled psychiatrist hypnotize a (willing) vampire? In the course of a therapy session? I think yes, right? Can you drug vampires? With human drugs? Bill got poisoned by the maenad, but that's supernatural stuff.

4) What, exactly, does the silver do to vampires? It burns them, yes, but how does it hold them down? (Remember Bill in Ep. 1 and those tiny chains?) Does it weaken them? Does it nail them to whatever they're on (the ground, the altar, tied to a lawn chair?) Those chains were just draped on Bill and Eric, not fastened; a child could have lifted them.

5) I want to write things I struggle with: the watersports scene, instead of just alluding to it. And a kinky daddy! fic where they're roleplaying more sincerely because Godric's having twisted abandonment issues. Yeah. But I squick myself even trying to outline it in my head. Now I am picturing Godric at the mall, sitting on Santa's lap.

I'm going to hell.

writing struggles, get out of my head!

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