procrastination at its best

[septemberbird]

when i feel unorganized and not in control (aka when im procrastinating a lot of things i have to do) i start to make lists. i have so many lists. list upon list upon list. and while i usually do this on a scratch piece of paper, i feel that i've neglected my journal long enough and should use it.

need:
- good grades/Acing finals
- Tickets to the US and back
- down payment for Apartment with Gunnar
- Type of transportation to work
- finding my luggage or compensation for it
- write camila/catch up with correspondence. i feel like an awful friend

want: (these never change because i am awful at saving my money)
- iphone
- nintendo ds (pink)
- a ps3 with a decent tv to go with it for our apt
- books
- my lugage back!!! (you have no idea how many things i cherish are in there, i'd copy the inventory list i had to make but its too long and too sad!)

my newest list, rules for when i want to settle down:
- driving distance from beach
- close to mom and brother
- HOT weather!!
- car optional

i also have lists of:
- who i want to see in Houston
- what i want to visit in Houston
- where i want to eat in Houston
(look at that! a list of a list!)

Once I have my apartment with my space and my time, I'll be so much more relaxed, I know.
and once I visit my loves in Houston
<3

Mk. Marketing Exam tomorrow. (I'm sorry Bill Hicks, I wish I didn't have to take this class but I do.)