houston loved me
i miss my friends. knowing that they know and love me for who i am. i miss gino. i miss him holding me. i miss feeling him. i miss being in bed with him for hours. i miss hanging out with carolina and javi. i miss friends playing with my hair and always being there for me. i miss my insanely crazy family. i miss hugs. hugs from gino caro javi andy deepa chris adam mel kevin.
i miss texas food. chipotle whataburger matsusaka jw's feng ling quiznos. eating so much and not caring if i gained weight because the average is obese anyway. i miss driving and listening to my music and knowing all the words and having my friends know all the words. and they sing along with me. i miss knowing places. and people knowing me.
and i know this journal is getting to be really shitty, me only writing when i feel nostalgic, but there's nothing i can do about it. a lot has been going on and it just so happens when i dont have time to think about the things ive left behind i dont have time to write about anything at all. which is a lot left out.
spring break was great, skiing and visiting granada all for the first time... but i am very jealous of the students who have come back refreshed from HOME from catching up with their best friends.
im going on a diet. im going to take better care of myself in general and try to look more like the girls that really care about what they look like. i say this every time i shower. it's as if every time i jump in the shower it's a time for me to try and re-invent myself. a new years resolution every time i wash my hair and watch the water run down my body. a diet i tell myself. but it's all forgotten by breakfast the next morning when i am faced with nutella peanut butter and jelly.
i miss texas food. chipotle whataburger matsusaka jw's feng ling quiznos. eating so much and not caring if i gained weight because the average is obese anyway. i miss driving and listening to my music and knowing all the words and having my friends know all the words. and they sing along with me. i miss knowing places. and people knowing me.
and i know this journal is getting to be really shitty, me only writing when i feel nostalgic, but there's nothing i can do about it. a lot has been going on and it just so happens when i dont have time to think about the things ive left behind i dont have time to write about anything at all. which is a lot left out.
spring break was great, skiing and visiting granada all for the first time... but i am very jealous of the students who have come back refreshed from HOME from catching up with their best friends.
im going on a diet. im going to take better care of myself in general and try to look more like the girls that really care about what they look like. i say this every time i shower. it's as if every time i jump in the shower it's a time for me to try and re-invent myself. a new years resolution every time i wash my hair and watch the water run down my body. a diet i tell myself. but it's all forgotten by breakfast the next morning when i am faced with nutella peanut butter and jelly.