Here's a joke for yah....
So much changes everyday, and one day can change a lifetime so easily. I can't remember what I wrote to you about last, but life so stands now to bring me the realization Justin is a joke. I word that harshly as my pain grows thinking over this. I feel naieve and gullible for trusting someone who caused so much unresolved pain in my life.
His looks are so blank! Standoffish even. He talks down to me in a fashion I beileve is repeated treatment of a past relationship. I want to hate him. I want to rip is head off. Yet, I want to save his life at the same time.
I have to beieve somewhere inside him is an honest good person. That's not easy at all as of now. I feel gross for ever having sex with him. Making love, when it wasn't. How will I ever know though? How can I ever really trust him? Maybe I do dream my life away.
I cannot believe he said I'm mean to him!
half alive; not inside
blank reply
honest lies
unrequited insanity
reversly contagous
a second act play
beginning today
An ending to state
romantic debates
that have raped away logic
with unmedicated dildos.
but who knows?
His looks are so blank! Standoffish even. He talks down to me in a fashion I beileve is repeated treatment of a past relationship. I want to hate him. I want to rip is head off. Yet, I want to save his life at the same time.
I have to beieve somewhere inside him is an honest good person. That's not easy at all as of now. I feel gross for ever having sex with him. Making love, when it wasn't. How will I ever know though? How can I ever really trust him? Maybe I do dream my life away.
I cannot believe he said I'm mean to him!
half alive; not inside
blank reply
honest lies
unrequited insanity
reversly contagous
a second act play
beginning today
An ending to state
romantic debates
that have raped away logic
with unmedicated dildos.
but who knows?