god...take a fucking message
i'm p[issed.my mom wants to try and get custody of me again.no.she dosent understand i dont wanna go with her.she went behind my back and found out i was failing math.woopidy fucking doo.she blames my dad.god.i was failing it too when i was in her custody too.i always sucked in math.she dosent want to believe i dont wanna see her.if worse comes to worse.i can run away.i dont wanna live with her again.i did it for 14 years and i have had enough.fucking hell.i wanna stay with my dad.i like it here.now whats she gonna do?take me away from my father that i havent seen for 7 years?she might aswell take my life.cause she techinally is.taking me away from my frends.the place i call home.pickering.i lived here all my life and now she wants to take it away.i'll leave when i wanna.plus i just moved into this house and if i go my dad will have to sell it and shit.so techinally shes ruining 2 peoples lives.i dont call her?!wtf.i do that on purpose.i hate it when i there.ya freds ok and i like seeing jesse(my dog) but thats it.i know nobody out there.man.does she think this is gunna change if i go to mowat?hells no.this just pisses me off so much.she blames others when she dosent face the truth.its me not him.pickering is my life.i love it here.and if i go to scarburough.i get shot mostlikely.she says pickering is going to hell.i agree.it slowly is.but look at scarburough.8 people die a week.ya so what if its in the nice area.it dosent matter.she keeps trying to get me to live with them.and her and fred are looking at new houses in like oakville.even if i do have to go with her.i can at least see sum of my frends if they drive up.but oakville?!no way.thats like an hour away!man shes trying to change to fast.i can run away to montreal.hang with lisa.and when i hit 17.army here i come.this is pissing me off so much right now.i'm not something she can trade with.i should have a choice to!fuck.if i go to her i shall be horrible.depressed 23/7(i need to sleep u no:o!)man...i'm gunna phone her soon and tell her to fucking lay off.i don t wanna see her........life sucks