Nov 27, 2005 23:09
So guys are assholes.....they trick you, you somehow think they're different, and then they once again prove you wrong! As you know, I wasn't holding my breath for anything with Boo seeing as how he never returned two calls I made to him in the last five weeks since I was last down there. So I had pretty much forgot about him and started moving on. Good thing I did cuz I would have been pretty pissed. I got to Ohio on Friday. As soon as I got there, he put on his shoes and left. Didn't say hi, look at me, or even acknowledge that I was there. That was a pretty good sign right there.
I overheard Larry say something about Courtney, who he was seeing this summer. Well so that night, I asked if Boo and Courtney were dating again. He said yeah. Then he asked if I thought me and Boo were dating still. I said no, and explained what all happened. He told me some things that Boo told him that didn't match what Boo told me. That pissed me off. So we went to the bars, and I think I drank my first long island in like two minutes flat. LOL. I got fucked up. LOL. Made it get off my mind a little though.
Well Boo never showed up until Saturday afternoon. He didn't say anything. He went to the bedroom to plug in his phone, and I followed him in there and shut the door a little. I was like "Hey so are you seeing Courtney again?" He was like yeah with this sheepish grin on his face like he can't believe I found out. LOL. I was like "why didn't you tell me? I told you not to be afraid to tell me anything, I just want to know the truth." He said he didn't know, he wasn't sure what I would say. I said "Boo, I don't care. I'm not mad at you, I just wish you'd told me. But I figured something was up after about two weeks and moved on, so it's okay. So we still friends?" He said yeah and we shook on it. So I guess we're cool again. I would have been stupid to let some little fling keep us from being friends. So basically I'm pretending it never happened and just going from there.
So this means I could possibly start something with Mike. However, I'm not sure how interested I am in dating anyone yet. I'm actually sort of glad it didn't work out with Boo because I really am still not ready to be in a relationship. I could with the right person I guess, but I'm pretty much used to being single and not ready to change. I'm used to doing whatever I please with whoever I please. It was very hard for me to get used to even for just a week! I really don't want to get serious with anyone cuz I'm afraid of getting hurt anymore. I am just sticking with the "all guys are assholes" motto until some prince charming comes to sweep me off my feet!
In other things, school sucks like normal. Two more weeks, then finals, and I'm done 'til the 9th of January. Oh and the Bio exam that I finally thought I did well on.....74%. FREEKIN PISSES ME OFF! There's no frickin way I'm passing now, I just should not go to class anymore. There's no point.
Thanksgiving was cool. I stuffed myself. That's about it. Hope you all had a great holiday weekend! I'll keep you informed. And if any of you know any HONEST, non-asshole single guys, send them my way! Later.
Angela