dedicated....took the time
work was actually tolerable tonight. weird. i had a lot of help and i think everything got finished that needed to be completed.
martha stewart got her house arrest ankle bracelet thing taken off last week. since going to prison i think she's a lot cooler. matt laurer just called her a phoenix rising. appropriate title. i think "the apprentice:martha stewart" is gonna be a good show. she could pass as a Trump with a cunt.
there is a huge yellow monster truck on howell-mason road selling for $1000 dollars. i want it. its huge..and bright yellow. looks like it's in good shape. and it most likely drinks gas like water, but hell, i could run into shit, like ditches..and other cars, and it wouldn't even scratch. and the tires are HUGE. the whole truck in itself is huge. i bet it's a stick. i could learn.
my dad is taking me to the dr. today for my checkup after the surgery. i think im gonna sleep the entire way down there. or read. not sure yet.
ok..j.lo is on the today show now. one, her hair is huge. way huge. two, her shirt is way ugly. lots of frills. three, how in the hell did she end up in a movie with robert redford and morgan freeman. umm...what? is she really and actress now? i made hazel turn it on and watch. i told her that j.lo's hair and shirt made me puke in my mouth. she said it made her puke in her lap. Hazel:1 Nick:0. touche!
i talked to peter yesterday when i got home for like...an hour and a half...or was it just fifty minutes? talked about baggage from relationships among other things. it was weird. i don't think i had ever talked to someone about that. it felt good to get it off my chest. then i had to go. i dont really want to piss my mom off by making her pay outragous cell phone bills so she starts making me pay it. thats the last thing i need to spend my money on. cell phone bill.
on my way to work i called amber. talked about what day we are moving in. Friday the 23rd at 9am. as soon as we can. talked about when we are going to be drunk. Friday the 23rd at 9:20am. she also brought up the fact that whenever we meet another girl named Kim our brain is gonna yell out..."psycho". random scenario.
girl: hey..nice to meet you.
me/amber: yeah you too...what's your name?
girl: KIM...
me/amber: (inside our head) OMG this girl is a fucking PSYCHO.
me/amber turn around and run away screaming.
peter called while i was at work. left a really nice voicemail. i had my phone in my vest pocket and it vibrated. then vibrated again. i had a voicemail. i was gonna wait until my break, but i couldnt help myself. so i unlocked a fitting room and hid in it while i listened. made my night better. went on my break. called him. made my night even greater. and the thing is...he's always on my mind. always. and i just smile for no reason when i think about him. well, there is a reason, but really, is this happening? to me? it's like starting all over again. i talk to hazel about him...and she's like...who is this guy? i still don't think ive explained it to her. i just keep talking about him and she's clueless. but she goes along anyway. he has this complex kinda, where he thinks that he has disappointed my expectations by talking to him on the phone. like, by talking to him on the phone, i like him less. i don't think he knows how much i actually do like him. he said he thought i was "really...cool." it made me laugh. not because i thought it was funny, more because i was flattered. really, nowadays who calls you really cool? its such a vague statement really, but the way he said it i could tell there was just soooo much more behind it. he invited me to a party in ypsi next weekend. i told him im not sure what i am doing. i was going camping with kendahl, amber, mike, kyle, and whoever else, but i really havent heard that much about it...so who knows...maybe it fell through...i'm gonna have to make a phone call or two to find out.
or i might be working. i dont really know. my work schedule is all fucked up anyway. i didnt even know what days i was supposed to come in this week. so im just coming in and working...i dont know what days i am supposed to have off or anything. im just gonna work 40 hours and take friday and saturday off. go in sunday night and do it all over again.
i got my check tonight. it was only for 67 hours or something. i looked at it..and was like...hmm..then remembered that two weeks ago i went home early one day...and i took three days or something off after my surgery last week. i don't even know how much is in my account. last paycheck i had like $950 in the bank...so im sure i can afford the monster truck...im sure i didnt spend $500 in two weeks....so yeah..safe bet, i have over $1000 dollars.
i took pictures yesterday. realized how hard it is to line up a shot when you have to run quickly in front of the camera after pressing the button. and even when i used the timer, half the time i wasnt even in the shot b/c i thought the camera was pointing at me, but no...it was pointed ten feet to the right. went through four batteries and only kept like 13 of the 40 pictures that were taken. my outfits were killer though.
mara wants me to take pictures of her with her 35mm manual when we get to school. ive never used one of those before. it should be a learning experience. i already have ideas going off like mad. can't wait.
my mom asked if i had enough time this summer to think about how i fucked up last year at school. mostly the pot smoking. and yeah, ive thought about it. and yeah, it was excessive last year. and yeah, got in the way a bit. and yeah, it drained a lot of funds. and yeah, i've went almost four months without smoking. i plan on cooling it this year, but who really knows? who knows what i'm gonna do when kyle rolls the first joint of the year. who knows?
kelly ripa is cute as a bug but as moronic as a 2x4 peice of lumber.
martha stewart got her house arrest ankle bracelet thing taken off last week. since going to prison i think she's a lot cooler. matt laurer just called her a phoenix rising. appropriate title. i think "the apprentice:martha stewart" is gonna be a good show. she could pass as a Trump with a cunt.
there is a huge yellow monster truck on howell-mason road selling for $1000 dollars. i want it. its huge..and bright yellow. looks like it's in good shape. and it most likely drinks gas like water, but hell, i could run into shit, like ditches..and other cars, and it wouldn't even scratch. and the tires are HUGE. the whole truck in itself is huge. i bet it's a stick. i could learn.
my dad is taking me to the dr. today for my checkup after the surgery. i think im gonna sleep the entire way down there. or read. not sure yet.
ok..j.lo is on the today show now. one, her hair is huge. way huge. two, her shirt is way ugly. lots of frills. three, how in the hell did she end up in a movie with robert redford and morgan freeman. umm...what? is she really and actress now? i made hazel turn it on and watch. i told her that j.lo's hair and shirt made me puke in my mouth. she said it made her puke in her lap. Hazel:1 Nick:0. touche!
i talked to peter yesterday when i got home for like...an hour and a half...or was it just fifty minutes? talked about baggage from relationships among other things. it was weird. i don't think i had ever talked to someone about that. it felt good to get it off my chest. then i had to go. i dont really want to piss my mom off by making her pay outragous cell phone bills so she starts making me pay it. thats the last thing i need to spend my money on. cell phone bill.
on my way to work i called amber. talked about what day we are moving in. Friday the 23rd at 9am. as soon as we can. talked about when we are going to be drunk. Friday the 23rd at 9:20am. she also brought up the fact that whenever we meet another girl named Kim our brain is gonna yell out..."psycho". random scenario.
girl: hey..nice to meet you.
me/amber: yeah you too...what's your name?
girl: KIM...
me/amber: (inside our head) OMG this girl is a fucking PSYCHO.
me/amber turn around and run away screaming.
peter called while i was at work. left a really nice voicemail. i had my phone in my vest pocket and it vibrated. then vibrated again. i had a voicemail. i was gonna wait until my break, but i couldnt help myself. so i unlocked a fitting room and hid in it while i listened. made my night better. went on my break. called him. made my night even greater. and the thing is...he's always on my mind. always. and i just smile for no reason when i think about him. well, there is a reason, but really, is this happening? to me? it's like starting all over again. i talk to hazel about him...and she's like...who is this guy? i still don't think ive explained it to her. i just keep talking about him and she's clueless. but she goes along anyway. he has this complex kinda, where he thinks that he has disappointed my expectations by talking to him on the phone. like, by talking to him on the phone, i like him less. i don't think he knows how much i actually do like him. he said he thought i was "really...cool." it made me laugh. not because i thought it was funny, more because i was flattered. really, nowadays who calls you really cool? its such a vague statement really, but the way he said it i could tell there was just soooo much more behind it. he invited me to a party in ypsi next weekend. i told him im not sure what i am doing. i was going camping with kendahl, amber, mike, kyle, and whoever else, but i really havent heard that much about it...so who knows...maybe it fell through...i'm gonna have to make a phone call or two to find out.
or i might be working. i dont really know. my work schedule is all fucked up anyway. i didnt even know what days i was supposed to come in this week. so im just coming in and working...i dont know what days i am supposed to have off or anything. im just gonna work 40 hours and take friday and saturday off. go in sunday night and do it all over again.
i got my check tonight. it was only for 67 hours or something. i looked at it..and was like...hmm..then remembered that two weeks ago i went home early one day...and i took three days or something off after my surgery last week. i don't even know how much is in my account. last paycheck i had like $950 in the bank...so im sure i can afford the monster truck...im sure i didnt spend $500 in two weeks....so yeah..safe bet, i have over $1000 dollars.
i took pictures yesterday. realized how hard it is to line up a shot when you have to run quickly in front of the camera after pressing the button. and even when i used the timer, half the time i wasnt even in the shot b/c i thought the camera was pointing at me, but no...it was pointed ten feet to the right. went through four batteries and only kept like 13 of the 40 pictures that were taken. my outfits were killer though.
mara wants me to take pictures of her with her 35mm manual when we get to school. ive never used one of those before. it should be a learning experience. i already have ideas going off like mad. can't wait.
my mom asked if i had enough time this summer to think about how i fucked up last year at school. mostly the pot smoking. and yeah, ive thought about it. and yeah, it was excessive last year. and yeah, got in the way a bit. and yeah, it drained a lot of funds. and yeah, i've went almost four months without smoking. i plan on cooling it this year, but who really knows? who knows what i'm gonna do when kyle rolls the first joint of the year. who knows?
kelly ripa is cute as a bug but as moronic as a 2x4 peice of lumber.