liar.
and im so sorry. for leaving so suddenly. for walking away with such intention. you calm voice asking, just tell me who he is. is everything i wanted to hear. perfect in your pauses, tone and choice of simplicity. nothing you ever intended. well, i did. i can imagine you lifting your hand to you chest. tracing the words scripted across it. and adding my name to the list of memories that put it there. and from the day i met you i wanted to erase those letters. but now i give them shape. i keep slamming doors in your face and you keep opening them. without hesitation, without regret. without any anxiety of where i'm going, or if you'll ever find me again. as hard as i try i cannot deter you from this path that i swear will never have a destination, not with me. you'll smile, 'i never imagined it would'. and keep wandering foward. in an astonishingly correct direction.