Devastated
If you have read the latest journal entry posted at my deviantART or y!Gallery pages, you needn't read this one; it's the same one. It's for those few who know me only through Livejournal.
I'm in mourning. Complete and utter mourning. Gone. Everything's gone. Yesterday, in a state of hysterics, I had to wipe my computer clean. A virus, contracted God knows how, paralyzed almost every single function. There was no way to save anything.
My fan fics, outlines, music, artwork, and at least a hundred down-loaded mangas and doujins...GONE! I've been choking back tears for the past twenty four hours, reminding myself that not everything is lost. I do have handwritten notes and printed drafts, but the majority...*sighs* Feels like my heart has been ripped out.
The biggest loss thus far is a short fan fic I was working on for Endejester, based upon "Superior Needs Sleep Too". I was almost done! Almost done!! With my memory as poor as it is, it's very likely I won't be able to salvage any words or phrases I used. I still have the basic outline, but that is little consolation.
Now I have to go through notebooks and folders to see exactly what I have and what I don't. I'm dreading it.
I'm in mourning. Complete and utter mourning. Gone. Everything's gone. Yesterday, in a state of hysterics, I had to wipe my computer clean. A virus, contracted God knows how, paralyzed almost every single function. There was no way to save anything.
My fan fics, outlines, music, artwork, and at least a hundred down-loaded mangas and doujins...GONE! I've been choking back tears for the past twenty four hours, reminding myself that not everything is lost. I do have handwritten notes and printed drafts, but the majority...*sighs* Feels like my heart has been ripped out.
The biggest loss thus far is a short fan fic I was working on for Endejester, based upon "Superior Needs Sleep Too". I was almost done! Almost done!! With my memory as poor as it is, it's very likely I won't be able to salvage any words or phrases I used. I still have the basic outline, but that is little consolation.
Now I have to go through notebooks and folders to see exactly what I have and what I don't. I'm dreading it.