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[sephiroth6987]

i couldnt sleep yesterday, my mind wandered all over last night, mostly thinking about yesterdays events..... things are not looking in my favor but thats normal, i knew this would happen... i wrote this last night because of it

Life is not a happy thing
You can never really have the things you want
My life is depressing
I had the one thing i wanted and lost it
People always try to make it better
They relate to what happens
Truth be told they know nothing of it
The people who tell you this
Are the ones who have what you want
How does this help? how could it help?
By telling you this
It will only make things worse
Happiness is the most precious emotion
Most people tell others who arent happy
To look on the bright side, things will get better
That just makes you believe in something that isnt true
Especially when it comes to myself
I have been happy twice in my whole life
The first time being back 5 months ago
And the second being yesterday up until
My hopes of it staying dashed away
Nothing that good ever stays
But if it should
I would hold onto that happiness
As long and as tight as i could
I just hope my happiness finds its way
Back to me