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So... Am I wrong to be kind of pissed off about this?
Lisha: I miss you
Me: So come see me one of these days!! :P
Lisha: you come see me sunday! ;P im working all week grr BUT im on vaca nxt week and mon is johnnys burfdaaay XD
Me: I won't be home until Monday morning. You can come see me for a change! :P
Lisha: nopeee
What in the HELL?! EVERY TIME she and I have seen each other, it's because I went to see her. She came to my house ONCE, and only because it was kind of an emergency and I had to fucking BEG her to come help me!
And that "nopeee" just blowing off something so simple as coming to visit me ONCE after the hundreds of times I've gone to see her? What the hell? It's like in her mind she has convinced herself that it's somehow only right that I am supposed to come visit her and NEVER vice versa if I want to be her friend. Someone who calls me her best friend. How fucking selfish can one goddamn person be?!
*Side note, she responded with that "nopeee" less than 15 seconds after me telling her to come see me.
She never used to be like this. It used to be that she actually gave a damn and stopped to consider other people before saying and doing things. Now it's like all she cares about is her. And that's not the person I knew. I'm not saying it's wrong to think of yourself; it's not. But is it really too much to ask that the person who is supposed to be my best fucking friend actually think of me, and what I think or how I feel or what I'm dealing with, even a little bit?
I can't go to her house. I work until midnight Monday - Friday, and my Dad has my car during the week so he can get to and from work (I can take a bus at the moment- he could, but he'd have to wait in downtown Cincinnati for an hour at night, and since I can't afford the parking meters I'm taking the bus). I'm pretty stuck until the weekend. And even then, why can't she ever make the effort? Whenever I ask she says she's busy or tired, or that if we want to go somewhere I have to drive.
I'll ask if she wants to hang out, and she'll say she's working all day, or she's busy, or she's tired, or some shit, but then if she says she misses me she wants me to drop everything and come see her and gets pissy if I don't and tells me I never want to hang out anymore.
So my response to what that refusal to come visit me?
Me: Then I guess you won't see me.
Not that it'll make any difference. The friend I had seems to be gone. The person I adored would never say something so hurtful so nonchalantly. But I guess when someone stops giving a damn you can't really make them start giving a damn again unless they want to.
Lisha: I miss you
Me: So come see me one of these days!! :P
Lisha: you come see me sunday! ;P im working all week grr BUT im on vaca nxt week and mon is johnnys burfdaaay XD
Me: I won't be home until Monday morning. You can come see me for a change! :P
Lisha: nopeee
What in the HELL?! EVERY TIME she and I have seen each other, it's because I went to see her. She came to my house ONCE, and only because it was kind of an emergency and I had to fucking BEG her to come help me!
And that "nopeee" just blowing off something so simple as coming to visit me ONCE after the hundreds of times I've gone to see her? What the hell? It's like in her mind she has convinced herself that it's somehow only right that I am supposed to come visit her and NEVER vice versa if I want to be her friend. Someone who calls me her best friend. How fucking selfish can one goddamn person be?!
*Side note, she responded with that "nopeee" less than 15 seconds after me telling her to come see me.
She never used to be like this. It used to be that she actually gave a damn and stopped to consider other people before saying and doing things. Now it's like all she cares about is her. And that's not the person I knew. I'm not saying it's wrong to think of yourself; it's not. But is it really too much to ask that the person who is supposed to be my best fucking friend actually think of me, and what I think or how I feel or what I'm dealing with, even a little bit?
I can't go to her house. I work until midnight Monday - Friday, and my Dad has my car during the week so he can get to and from work (I can take a bus at the moment- he could, but he'd have to wait in downtown Cincinnati for an hour at night, and since I can't afford the parking meters I'm taking the bus). I'm pretty stuck until the weekend. And even then, why can't she ever make the effort? Whenever I ask she says she's busy or tired, or that if we want to go somewhere I have to drive.
I'll ask if she wants to hang out, and she'll say she's working all day, or she's busy, or she's tired, or some shit, but then if she says she misses me she wants me to drop everything and come see her and gets pissy if I don't and tells me I never want to hang out anymore.
So my response to what that refusal to come visit me?
Me: Then I guess you won't see me.
Not that it'll make any difference. The friend I had seems to be gone. The person I adored would never say something so hurtful so nonchalantly. But I guess when someone stops giving a damn you can't really make them start giving a damn again unless they want to.