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Hi all,
things are going great around here. Surprisingly great. Actually I did crash a little yesterday but I'm going to try and forget that and focus on all the fabulous stuff that's going on in my life. So when was the last timeI wrote? Did I mention the fact that I spent an hour or so with Damian on Wednesday night? Well I did, and it was nice. I saw him again friday too, at the gym. I did my hi/lo class, it's the super choreographed class but its definitely becoming my favourite class of the week for various reasons other than Paul, the instructor's moves. So my class finished and I went to do my weight programme. Damian then comes up to me and totally tears Seb's programme for me to shreads. He thinks I'm heaps stronger than Seb does and wants me to be as perfect as I can be. We played around on the machines for about half an our...focussing on abs. I love ab workouts and they're even more fun when you've got someone there with you...especially someone you like. Then he asked me if I could drive him home from the gym at 8pm, it was only 7:30 after all so I hung around for a while. I didn't mind. On the way home he bought some fish and chips for dinner and then we went back to his place just to chill. We had the footy on, not that we were paying much attention to it. He ate, I watched, I still have my issues with take out food of course. Then we spent the next couple of hours doing this word puzzle from the newspaper...we got the nearly perfect score. We're a pretty good team actually. Funny thing is, we were so like an old married couple that night...I reminded us of my grandparents...which is a great model considering they've been together 60 years. We did have a D&M talk. HE was concerned about our first time together. Not that he regretted it, not at all, he just felt bad that he was drunk and that he didn't make a big enough deal about me losing my virginity that night. For me, however, it was perfect, although there could be a repercussion to it all. I have to take a pregnancy test. My fingers,toes, legs etc are crossed right now - if you pray, pray for me not to be preganant!
I saw my GP yesterday and I have to have an ultrasound of my ovaries tomorrow because I haven't had a period in 4-5months. not a good thing. Next week when I see her though, we will have the pregnancy test. I'm so worried that I could be pregnant. I mean he didn't ejaculate but still there is some semen which comes when guys are excited. Heaven forbid I'm pregnant...I would have to have an abortion. I'm really not up for that now.
I get to see Damian again tonight. Actually I have permission from my parents to invite him to my cousin's baby's baptizm in June...ooo, first time ever Michi has brought a partner! It should start the rumour mills going! Now I only hope that Damian will say yes, he will come with me. Wish me luck!
things are going great around here. Surprisingly great. Actually I did crash a little yesterday but I'm going to try and forget that and focus on all the fabulous stuff that's going on in my life. So when was the last timeI wrote? Did I mention the fact that I spent an hour or so with Damian on Wednesday night? Well I did, and it was nice. I saw him again friday too, at the gym. I did my hi/lo class, it's the super choreographed class but its definitely becoming my favourite class of the week for various reasons other than Paul, the instructor's moves. So my class finished and I went to do my weight programme. Damian then comes up to me and totally tears Seb's programme for me to shreads. He thinks I'm heaps stronger than Seb does and wants me to be as perfect as I can be. We played around on the machines for about half an our...focussing on abs. I love ab workouts and they're even more fun when you've got someone there with you...especially someone you like. Then he asked me if I could drive him home from the gym at 8pm, it was only 7:30 after all so I hung around for a while. I didn't mind. On the way home he bought some fish and chips for dinner and then we went back to his place just to chill. We had the footy on, not that we were paying much attention to it. He ate, I watched, I still have my issues with take out food of course. Then we spent the next couple of hours doing this word puzzle from the newspaper...we got the nearly perfect score. We're a pretty good team actually. Funny thing is, we were so like an old married couple that night...I reminded us of my grandparents...which is a great model considering they've been together 60 years. We did have a D&M talk. HE was concerned about our first time together. Not that he regretted it, not at all, he just felt bad that he was drunk and that he didn't make a big enough deal about me losing my virginity that night. For me, however, it was perfect, although there could be a repercussion to it all. I have to take a pregnancy test. My fingers,toes, legs etc are crossed right now - if you pray, pray for me not to be preganant!
I saw my GP yesterday and I have to have an ultrasound of my ovaries tomorrow because I haven't had a period in 4-5months. not a good thing. Next week when I see her though, we will have the pregnancy test. I'm so worried that I could be pregnant. I mean he didn't ejaculate but still there is some semen which comes when guys are excited. Heaven forbid I'm pregnant...I would have to have an abortion. I'm really not up for that now.
I get to see Damian again tonight. Actually I have permission from my parents to invite him to my cousin's baby's baptizm in June...ooo, first time ever Michi has brought a partner! It should start the rumour mills going! Now I only hope that Damian will say yes, he will come with me. Wish me luck!