Non-plussed
Ah life, where would we be without it. Is it terrible that I want to hide from it by working somewhere over yon(not Japan) for awhile. ... Is it? I run, I hide. The thing is that I'm not really running from anything bad, or even mediocre.
I can't quite explain it other than the possibility is maybe too much.
It might be that since I love doing so many things and usually put my all into it, that I'm scared.
Scared of something, Scared of nothing.
I might be overwhelmed with it all now. Maybe I need to give it time.
I enjoy being me and generally living the way I do.
That in itself could be too much.
Theres something there in the dark.
It haunts me in the light.
Where can I go it won't follow, I fear there is no place.
I can't quite explain it other than the possibility is maybe too much.
It might be that since I love doing so many things and usually put my all into it, that I'm scared.
Scared of something, Scared of nothing.
I might be overwhelmed with it all now. Maybe I need to give it time.
I enjoy being me and generally living the way I do.
That in itself could be too much.
Theres something there in the dark.
It haunts me in the light.
Where can I go it won't follow, I fear there is no place.