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Ah so I haven't told you...well here it goes.... My parents go out of town relatively frequently and when they do, i usually have some people over and what not. well everytime I do they just tell me make sure the house is clean, never telling me....don't have people or something around that lines, to the contrary, they usually make sure no1 drives home bcuz they assume we drink, which sometimes we do, mind you, they never have said not to do it, just keep the house clean, or make sure that they stay at the house...so this weekend Sarah spent the night. They call me in while i have a throbbing head ache...and start yelling at me and her, yes I said and her...pissed me off, but I can't say anything so Sarah starts telling me to say something....which makes me even madder, but oh well...So then my step mother says I'm grounded(Yes at age 20 my step mother is grounding me) from the fucking computer. So what? They think they have control over me, that's not what I really care about, what I care about is now everytime that I have to fucking get online to pay a bill, or check my balance, or do something that I NEED to do, I have to come to the library and wait for some1 to get off a comp, and everyone at the house has to find a way to get on as well...and to top it all off, I fucking paid for the internet, not some of it, all of it...bull shit i tell you, I hate this fucking house, I can't wait to get out, my parents try to act all buddy buddy with me....so fucking stupid, and I talked to my father about it, he said to talk to cynthia...meaning he has no power in the situation, so stupid, it's been about 3 weeks or more since they cut it off...ah well, hopefully i will be outta there soon, wish me luck =/